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i miss you

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28:53 like a old man face crying

My lungs r so fucking tired. I used to be scared about death and hell, but maybe I deserve all of it. I would be better off not existing at all with no feelings . Why was life made if in the end we are gone and separated.

The first song is the official theme song of the end of the world : the lost of childhood and innocence 😢

AGH I HAVE TO URINATEEE

I have to piss so bad

the three voices are so good

I miss you everyday.

been listening to this album for a while. about since early 2023. it makes me sob everytime, but its also got me through hard times

I was hurt by a person who I trusted with my life. After that I thought I'd never let anyone to be as close to me as they were. I was pretty much sure that physical contact just wasn't for me, and that I will live the rest of my life without it. But then I met someone new. And to say that I was deeply terrified and unable to trust them is like saying nothing at all. However it turns out that I can, and that I really, truly wanted to. And also that I love to cuddle. So here we are. I allowed someone to hug me for longer than a few seconds. The process took exactly 550 days. Maybe it's possible to love and be loved... you know like... without all the pain. Maybe It's not that I'm really that hard to love... maybe they just didn't love me and thsts it. Yours truly Ev♡

great ambient music, very relaxing, you're incredibly talented.

Suffering from love pain for not a person but an entire country is the worst thing i have ever felt. I went through 2 breakups, yes it was bad yet this shit is worse than those.

been awhile.

The moment i clicked on this and the first few notes played i thought to myself "Ah, i'm fucked"

Этот альбом звучит так, как будто прошёл игру на плохую концовку и сидишь грустишь за столом. Жаль в жизни не переиграешь, классный музон:)

i hope the world would be less cruel of me. :(((

Look guys, I know yall are deppressed and I was too last year. But it does get better if you put in the effort to get better. Just cut out the toxic influences in your life, stop hurting yuorself even if it feels super good. IN the long run doing these two things made my life 10x better, and honestly is the only reason I'm not dead.

2 breakups getting played 3 times and losing a best friend later this album is still a banger 🔥

rare occurrence where i think the music is better live than studio

I love your voice, your music truly saved me.

I love reading the Holy Bible with this playlist ❤

God, the scene from boyhood that’s in blink is so fucking sad. I think that’s where I cried the most in that whole movie

I wanna be this guy when I grow up dude… but im also practically the same age

4:15

I’m sorry everyone

Carolesdaughter

Again it feels like i want to give up everything im so sorry that i cant .. im sorry i dont want to continue anymore im just so sorry i was born i shouldn't have been born today again i realised how i can never be happy and i cant give happiness to my loved ones my mom dad iam at my lowest i wish you would understand

Real s Liam

it’s been nearly a year. I return to listen to this again and those overwhelming feelings of despair I felt welcome me again. I love music. it crystallizes moments. it’s so bittersweet. like tears with honey.

just found out my bf still loves his ex and im so upset about that like he KNOWS hes DATING someone..

last friday night

this is beautiful

Olá, eu gostaria de desejar uma boa vida a você que está lendo, e a pessoa que está cantando... eu quero dizer que eu entendo a sua dor, eu entendo o seu cansaço, eu entendo sua frustração, eu entendo sua raiva e a sua tristeza, eu sei que vivemos situações diferentes, que vivemos sentimentos diferentes, mas eu gostaria de te lembrar que todos nós somos tristes na verdade... essa é a vida🤷🏻‍♀️ mas eu estou superando! todas as manhãs, todas as tarde e todas as noites de desespero e de angústia, de ódio e de triste estão se cicatrizando no meu corpo, eu estou aprendendo a ser feliz, a amar a MINHA vida, e a amar a vida das pessoas boas, e a apreciar a natureza, e apreciar a luz, a sentir o vento, sentir o frio, sentir calor, sentir abraços de quem eu amo muito, e acima de tudo sentir eu mesma, ser eu mesma, viver como eu mesma, seja você de verdade, esqueça as opiniões, quem te ama, ama quem você é por dentro e por fora, valorize quem ama o seu verdadeiro eu, valorize você mesmo, seja triste as vezes, aprecie o lado melancólico das coisas, mas sinta-se feliz também, chore de alegria e de tristeza também, viva de verdade. Muitos sentem tanta dor quanto você, ou mais, ou menos, mas não despeje a sua vida na escuridão, traga-a de volta e seja humano, sinta, veja, ouça, fale, ria, sorria, dance, cante, seja feliz😊

I hope one of these days i just don't wake up more, sometimes im too tired to even talk... just stare at blank hearing these kind of songs makes it feel placing

I don't know if I love them whether I am romantically attracted to him or not I just want to be around them, I wanna hear their voice, touch their dark brown flufy hair, stare fondly at them, give them gifts, play video games with them, share music with them. I wanna feel their hand against mine, I wanna see his eyes look at me the same way I think about them. I know we'll probably never be together but I'll wait for that day nonetheless. I'll wait as long as possible, just so I know if I like them or not. My mental health isn't good, being queer kind of ruined any chance of being not hated for breathing so I doubt I'll make it too many more years, but right now I'll just fall asleep with his voice echoing in my head.

Those who tried to help me I just shoved away. I'm only 15 years old, and i'm so deep into god knows what. It hurts.

🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

i love this so so much <3 beautiful job

Hello person in the picture I wonder who you are?

I might be going to a scm concert for my birthday

Sounds a lot like Hayden. Not the composer, but the singer songwriter.

why am i the one that always loves the hardest? or is it that everyone loves me too little?

Everything was going so well... why did it have to stop.

As someone who spent almost 5 years getting over someone I never even dated, I must admit, I would have listened to this type of music if I was at my brightest mood. That's how much of a hole I was in: self-harm, attempts, addictions, not caring for a future. I'm grateful I can now listen to this and it makes me calm and sad. Not happier. You will love a lot of girls in your life. And that love will not be returned. Or you will get a feeling that she is the wife of another man, and not your own. Do not tarnish her with your imagination nor with your needs for solitude, and do not force yourself to stop loving her. Ever. You have infinite love to distribute, you can't run out. Read on if you're jaded: I love my exes. I really do. And because I do, I understood that I had to leave their lives. Let them be. I pray for those four women almost daily and wish them prosperity and fulfillment. But they are not mine to take care of, that is not my duty, and not what they want. I am friends with one of them, and run into two of them every couple of years. I'm not filled with anxiety, resentment or heartbreak. I am at peace and small talk to see how they're doing in life. I have a laugh with them and smile when we say our goodbyes. Don't fall for the trap of holding on to hope. She is taken care of, and if you truly love her, that's all that should matter to you. Her friends and family take care of her. If not them, her guardian angel watches over her anyway. If by some miracle not even her guardian angel, then if you pray for her, the Lord will make sure she's always taken care of. You do not have to let her go. You do not have to block her out. You don't have to fake it till you make it. Accept her fully, love her fully, and proceed in terms of what you see is best for her. Forgive yourself bro. Even if that means not being in her life. Trust me, the best you can do is pray for her. I don't feel emotion anymore for any of them, I am at peace, and I could choose to forget them. Why don't I just stop praying for them then? Because once you love someone, you never stop. What value would love have if it was bound by time and my emotions? That's where I find peace. That's how I can live without them. Because I do not have to degrade love to let them go. You got this bro. Go to church sometime.

sometimes, there are times where bad things happen but do not affect us. but sometimes they do, and there are times after such experience we recover, and in most cases we don't. but if we don't, it takes a lot of time and effort to get it through and start over yourself again. but if we lose a loved one, we need to start a new chapter, you know? even if we made the best memories possible with that person we lost along the way. but whatever it is, i hope whoever reads this is having a great time and if anyone is going through a hard time then just know that you are not alone in this, and for those on the edge of suicide then please just hang in there for a little i know that it might go away sometime, just hang in there, a lot of people will miss you. and if anyone is living in a toxic household then i am wishing things get well for you, and if anyone is witnessing/going through divorce then my dearest apologies for you, with God's willing you will get better things in life. and if you are having a very bad health condition then i hope you get well soon, no matter how bad it has gotten, i hope you'll be okay soon. side note on end: I'm only writing that for a slight ounce of affirmation and comfort, please don't leave, destroy me from the inside out and i feel like I've been shot in the stomach truly hit home for me. and quite literally the definition of heartbreaking, truly an amazing piece of art, liam is a truly talented guy and is deserving of all that love and support he gets! :) and for whoever reads this you are truly amazing and beautiful, i hope things get better for you if you are going through whatever i mentioned in the following, and if you are genuinely not doing well then I'm sorry for you, I'm just one person in the comments of a song after all, no one might read this but I'll leave it here for those who find it take care ♡

22 and all i can think of each passing day is how much i miss my family, having friends, being a baby. i wish i had friends. i wish my brother talked to me. i miss smoking weed with my little sister before her boyfriend changed her. i miss seeing my mom smile when she’s with our family. i just miss it all

𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪. we first started talking in class, you would draw random things on my hand, and i would help you with your work so you could pass school. you called me "bren" and i called you "pantera" because your favorite animal is a panther. we broke up because you needed to heal. now, everything reminds me of you. the warm air when i wake up feels just like the air when we first got together, when i wake up i check my phone because we're still friends and when i see you left me on opened my heart shatters, but everytime you text me i feel like my heart gets broken little by little because you only think of me as a friend while i think of you as more. 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚. i dont know what id do without you. im only alive FOR YOU. you make me feel happy and alive. i wish i could repay you for all youve helped me with. i know you could easily 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙮 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 at any given moment but i cant help but 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 even more when we talk. 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 because i dont know if im loveable anymore. since you've left me, ive been trying to forget about you but nothing works. 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩, too. i hope that maybe, just maybe, 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 you will take me back. everyday i dont talk to you 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝 because all i can think about is how much i love you but you dont love me back. maybe if i died you could feel happier because i know you dont need me as much as i need you to survive. i wish i could explain how much i love you but words wouldnt be able to express it at all. i just hope one day youll love me the way i love you. i cant move on, either. i wont feel the same with any other guy like the way i felt with you. you showed me love. and i wish i could show you it back, but i dont know how to love. i was never taught anything about love or affection. as i grew up, i realized more about it, but it wasnt enough for you i guess. maybe im not enough for you. i remember those words you told me when you and her broke up. "she's the only one for me. you dont understand, i need her." i guess you were right since you still miss her. im sorry for thinking you ever loved me. well, ive wrote too much, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚, 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 pantera.

ruined my life 10/10

i am writing this at 6 am i couldn't sleep i am so tired. i hate my life. i hate my behaviour, my addictions, my situation. i've been alone for the past 3 years w very lil social interaction here and there. i try to cope w addictions but i fall back to the same place. i always feel this emptiness and dread in my heart that i can't get rid of since so long. My dad is disappointed in me that i didn't study enough to get into college for free. he's been yelling at me for 3 days and i haven't bothered. i don't react to anything anymore i just let life push me wherever cuz i am tired. i am done. i realized i have nothing in my control as i thought i feel so powerless so i gave up i started indulging in a life full of escapism where none of it makes me happy but it makes me sane enough to keep going. I am not happy ab my life i am wasting my youth for nothing. home rotting alone. Alone, bothered, angry and hurt. I hate myself for falling for my habits yet I don’t resist it. My dreams are dead. I wasn’t born lucky or fortunate enough to have the wealth or the opportunities i need. I wish life could give me a chance. i wish i can take a break from this emptiness and dread. i want to feel happy for once. i want to feel loved.